kamelynmcqueen

Hey,

I don't even know if anyone even reads this apart from me, so I guess it’s okay for me to spill my guts on what valentine’s day was like.

 It was pretty boring for once. My man had forgotten about it completely, and told me that it wasn't that he forgot - his creative streak has just run dry at the moment ( the past six months). Now that doesn't worry me too much, I was a little disappointed at the nothingness of it all, but I’m a big girl, don't need fancy gizmo's & shiny baubles to know that he loves me. What did upset me was that he spent all day "working" on his weekend car - a Nissan 300zx Fairlady that’s at a friend’s place, and then rocked up at home after dark going "Hey Hon, we didn't actually do any work on the car today, do you wanna go see a movie "

GRRRRRR!!!! 

I know that lots of people are worse off than me, but all I wanted today was some company, even if just for a little while, he was gone before I got up, and now is on the computer playing UT04.

Bit bummed at the lack of affection, but hopefully it can go up from here, we are currently saving for a house so here’s hoping.

Later

Kamelyn